Fear...

There are days. Days where I don't understand what the world expects of me. Days where nothing makes sense. Days where when I look around me, I feel lost in my own life. I feel lost. And that scares the shit out of me. A man that loses his belief in his fellow man, his fellow people of the world, has lost his soul. Have i lost my soul? Have I lost everything that I once stood for? I feel like I've let everyone down. Maybe I have, Maybe i am truly a failure. Maybe I am truly Ruined.

...We shall see...